wat could i do to make you stay wit me

and how long could your forever last?

the fear inside me wouldn't fade away

Sunday, November 29, 2009

irritates

dunno wad to say.
saw some1 blog and somehow i feel like "you-know-who" its bullshiting
hope tat u stop talkin cock..
cz wad u said its reli irritatin me.

lol..
had a headache tis few days..
and somehow i lose my appetite..
sigh..
miss some1 too much..
cant blame =)

Friday, November 27, 2009

muahx

my baby...
haha
love him da most le.
he call me 4-5 times per day
though he's frm singapore
so waste his money
feel so guilty liao
=( sorry baby


Tuesday, November 10, 2009

Buh-bye nitemare;Helo, new life

3 more days thn tis nitemare would end
oh yesh!
haha..
and..haha.
gud news for me too
bt dun wan tell u all.
haha ^^
muackx~~~

Wednesday, November 4, 2009

Mission Accomplish or Mission Fail?

i cried today
i quarelled wit my mum bout my studies
i wanted to tuition my add maths wit sarah
cz her tuition teacher gave her alot of homework which tat will push me to practice doin add maths quest
lol. i wan tuition she dun let
whn the results comes out she scold me like a mad dog
wat the hell??!!!
she said i spend almost 600 bucks per month including the piano fees and reloadin for the phone
=="
fine thn, i've got ntg to say
i jux tried to make her feel bad
i told her if i failed my add maths, dun blame me.
cz u're the one who dun allow me to go for tuition
and perhaps tats the only way tat i could improve my add maths
lol..
see wat she'll do
i bet she wont want to see me fail my spm
lalalalala
i will win tis fight in the end
we'll see..

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

lifeless

i cant think anything rite now
wat i do is jux to drunk myself wit Tiger
and cry the whole nite
sp tat i can get a gud slp
too many to judge, too many to noe
lies and truth
frens and love
how will i choose?
wat if i dun wanna choose and wanted both?

Saturday, October 24, 2009

Empty

as we walk
i felt the distance btw us
hte 1st t ime i feel tat
you're reli far away frm me
though you're jux few inches away frm me

things seem to chg
the we, we used to be
i rmb tat u seldom held my hand
though im desperate of it

we breathe the cool air around us
no laughters, no chatters on the way back
i missed the days we used to have
would things still be the same?

i felt ur warm chest under my skin
the warm lips the warm plam
afraid to end tis perfect day
as i think we'll nvr meet agn
i deperately wanted the time to stop
jux to hold tis moment to be forever

no we aint couple, nor frens
i hate you use the word fren
as i still cant accept the fact tat you're not here anymore
not today, not in future

i saw the tears we shed
the warmness i felt at the corner of my eye
whn im alone in the house
i missed you badly & sadly & wanted you desperately
sincerely & truthfully,
i love you

Thursday, October 22, 2009

MY PRECIOUS!!!

WAT THE FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
my phone got confiscated by teacher!!!!
wat the helllllll
sigh...
bt at least she gimme back next week and din dimerit me...
luckily
some1 cry too...
sighhhh..
i din angry her or anything..
jux upset cz my hp kena rampas
oso not blaming her for anything
jux upset..cz its my 1st phone..
the 1st time i owned a new 1st hand phone
sigghhhh
actually feel kinda heartache whn she cry
cz she wont cry easily
and actually.....its complicated to tell
lolx..
dun misunderstood ppl!!!
not tat i LOVE her
jux quite care..
and I LIKE GUYS (for now) lol
and hey..you..you noe who i talkin bout..
i din say anything and dun like dun talk to me in sch..
aiks..no mood
tats all..